feels like a close its coming to f*ck am i gonna do its too late to start over this is the only thing i thing i know sometimes i feel like all i ever do is find different ways to word the same old song ever since i came along from the day the song called hi my name is dropped started thinking my name was fault cause any time things went wrong i was the one who they would blame it on the media made me the equivalent of a modernday genghis Khan tried to argue it was only entertainment dawg gangsta naw courageous balls had to change my style they said im way too soft and i sound like aZ and nas out came the claws and the fangs been out since then but up until the instant that ive went against it it was ingrained in me that i wouldnt amount to a shitstain i thought no wonder i had to unlearn everything my brain was taught do i really belong in this game i pondered i just wanna play my part should i make waves or not so back and forth in my brain the tug of war wages on and i dont wanna seem ungrateful or disrespect the artform i was raised upon but sometimes you gotta take a loss and have people rub it in your face before you get made pissed off and keep plugging its your only outlet and your only outfit so you know they gonna talk about it better find a way to counter it quick and make it ah feel like ive already said this a kabillion eighty times how many times can i say the same thing different ways that rhyme what i really wanna say is if theres anyone else that can relate to my story bet you feel the same way i felt when i was in the same place you are when i was afraid to i was a afraid to make a single sound afraid i would never find a way out out out afraid id never be found i didnt wanna go another round an angry mans power will shut you up trip wires fill this house with tiptoe love run out of excuses for every word so here i am and i will not run guts over fear the time is here guts over fear i shed a tear for all the times i let you push me around and let you keep me down now i got guts over fear guts over fear i know what its like i was there once single parents hate your appearance did you struggle to find your place in this world and the pain spawns all the anger on but it wasnt until i put the pain in songs learned who to aim it on that i made a spark started to spit hard as shit Learned how to harness it while the reins were off and there was a lot of bizarre shit but the crazy part was soon as i stopped saying i gave a f*ck haters started to appreciate my art and it just breaks my heart to look at all the pain i caused but what am i gonna do when the rage is gone and the lights go out in that trailer park and the window is closing and theres nowhere else that i can go with flows and im frozen cause theres no more emotion for me to pull from Just a bunch of playful songs that i made for fun so to the break of dawn here i go recycling the same old song but i rather make not afraid 2 than make another motherf*cking we made you uh now i dont wanna seem indulgent when i discuss my lows and my highs my demise and my uprise pray to god i just opened enough eyes later on and gave you the supplies and the tools to hopefully use thatll make you strong enough to lift yourself up when you feel like i felt cause i cant explain to yall how dang exhausted my legs felt Just having to balance my dang self but on eggshells i was made to walk but thank you ma cause that gave me the strength to cause shadymania so when they empty that stadium Least i made it out of that house and a found a place in this world when the day was done so this is for every kid who alls they ever did was dreamt of one day just getting accepted i represent him or her anyone similar you are the reason that i made this song and everything youre scared to say dont be afraid to say no more from this day forward just let them aholes talk take it with a grain of salt and eat their f*cking faces off the legend of the angry blonde lives on through you when im gone and to think i was gone feels like a close its coming to f*ck am i gonna do its too late to start over this is the only thing i thing i know sometimes i feel like all i ever do is find different ways to word the same old song ever since i came along from the day the song called hi my name is dropped started thinking my name was fault cause any time things went wrong i was the one who they would blame it on the media made me the equivalent of a modernday genghis Khan tried to argue it was only entertainment dawg gangsta naw courageous balls had to change my style they said im way too soft and i sound like aZ and nas out came the claws and the fangs been out since then but up until the instant that ive went against it it was ingrained in me that i wouldnt amount to a shitstain i thought no wonder i had to unlearn everything my brain was taught do i really belong in this game i pondered i just wanna play my part should i make waves or not so back and forth in my brain the tug of war wages on and i dont wanna seem ungrateful or disrespect the artform i was raised upon but sometimes you gotta take a loss and have people rub it in your face before you get made pissed off and keep plugging its your only outlet and your only outfit so you know they gonna talk about it better find a way to counter it quick and make it ah feel like ive already said this a kabillion eighty times how many times can i say the same thing different ways that rhyme what i really wanna say is if theres anyone else that can relate to my story bet you feel the same way i felt when i was in the same place you are when i was afraid to i was a afraid to make a single sound afraid i would never find a way out out out afraid id never be found i didnt wanna go another round an angry mans power will shut you up trip wires fill this house with tiptoe love run out of excuses for every word so here i am and i will not run guts over fear the time is here guts over fear i shed a tear for all the times i let you push me around and let you keep me down now i got guts over fear guts over fear i know what its like i was there once single parents hate your appearance did you struggle to find your place in this world and the pain spawns all the anger on but it wasnt until i put the pain in songs learned who to aim it on that i made a spark started to spit hard as shit Learned how to harness it while the reins were off and there was a lot of bizarre shit but the crazy part was soon as i stopped saying i gave a f*ck haters started to appreciate my art and it just breaks my heart to look at all the pain i caused but what am i gonna do when the rage is gone and the lights go out in that trailer park and the window is closing and theres nowhere else that i can go with flows and im frozen cause theres no more emotion for me to pull from Just a bunch of playful songs that i made for fun so to the break of dawn here i go recycling the same old song but i rather make not afraid 2 than make another motherf*cking we made you uh now i dont wanna seem indulgent when i discuss my lows and my highs my demise and my uprise pray to god i just opened enough eyes later on and gave you the supplies and the tools to hopefully use thatll make you strong enough to lift yourself up when you feel like i felt cause i cant explain to yall how dang exhausted my legs felt Just having to balance my dang self but on eggshells i was made to walk but thank you ma cause that gave me the strength to cause shadymania so when they empty that stadium Least i made it out of that house and a found a place in this world when the day was done so this is for every kid who alls they ever did was dreamt of one day just getting accepted i represent him or her anyone similar you are the reason that i made this song and everything youre scared to say dont be afraid to say no more from this day forward just let them aholes talk take it with a grain of salt and eat their f*cking faces off the legend of the angry blonde lives on through you when im gone and to think i was gone