2 am, the walls are caving in. I feel my state of mind started collapsing. Thinking of how I used to be gleaming, now what's left of me is just ruins. Driving around in this small town maybe this time I'll let my darkest thoughts win. Thousands of moons I passed to search for a reason but even my fervent faith failed to find one. If I lay my cards out right now, you'll see how life vanquished my jagged thinking. The ones I love tried to help fixing me but I don't want them to see me breaking. I can't recall if there was ever a moment where my reflection failed to dissapoint me. The clone always looks at me with disdain every inch of my body is a reason to be incensed. Even leaves will fall from the tree but where do I go when I'm tired of being me? Yesterday I saw picture of this little girl. She was excited to find her place in this world. Who's responsible for her swiftly stolen sparkle? What happened to her? What happened to her?