i wear a mask with a smile for hours at a time stare at the ceiling while i hold back whats on my mind and when they ask me how im doing i say Im just fine and when they ask me how im doing i say im just fine but the fact is i can never get off of my mattress and all that they can ask is why are you so sad kid? Why are you so sad kid? thats what the mask is thats what the point of the mask is so you can see Im tryin you wont see me cryin ill just keep on smilin im good yeah im good and it just keeps on pilin its so terrifying but I keep on smilin im good yeah im good ive been carin too much for so long been comparin myself for so long been wearin a smile for so long its real so long its rеal so long its real always bein judged by a bunch of strangе faces scared to go outside havent seen the light in ages but ive been places so im okayish so im okayish yeah im okay bitch but the fact is i need help im failin all my classes they think that I need glasses i just really wish that I could pass this wish that I could pass this thats what the mask is thats what the point of the mask is so you can see Im tryin you wont see me cryin ill just keep on smilin im good yeah im good and it just keeps on pilin its so terrifying but I keep on smilin im good yeah im good ive been carin too much for so long been comparin myself for so long been wearin a smile for so long its real so long its rеal so long its real so long its rеal so long its rеal