okay so today I just figured out how to pour down my thoughts while at the same time learn to type fast in here i removed all the capitalization and punctuation just for an easy reading and typing so this 2020 many people said that its the worst year ever and even a cursed year well to be honest i did think the same way as well however i believe that there is always going to be a bright side in every story have you ever wonder how this 2020 would be without the corona virus like all the plans that had been planned out would take place isnt it but have you ever think this way if corona never happen will i be the way i am today i am learning to be thankful that 2020 turned out to be full of surprises like this year i learn about failure and perseverance i now knew how bad it feels like to be rejected to have my hopes up and crushed down into million pieces to feel like i left behind in this fast paced race called life i realized that lifes hard man and everyone has their own battle my battle may not be as hard as yours but the battle every single on of us fought with shaped who we are today right without those battles we wont learn how to let go how to be patient to reflect and to change for the better life isnt about rainbow and unicorns yet it isnt a hell as well there are still many things to be grateful of you and i still alive up to this day isnt it we could still use the internet and surf online oh we can also see the sky clouds sun moon and stars see life isnt that bad after all i also learn to put the right perspective in every condition this leads me to the next thing i learn which is to have faith if we only see the battle itself this only make the circumstances even bigger and scarier we gotta see who is in control of this world there is some superpower out there that control humankind and he is in charge of it all so do not be afraid this best is yet to come have faith stay grateful that youre alive bye thank you for reading and typing this random thoughts of mine